This Feeling??

i dont know for sure, but...
I really really miss it.. this feeling is so nostalgic..
I can feel it so warm when i remember it... Or maybe it really hurts..
I can remember when i'm playing it for the first time, i meet new friends and became best friend
but why? when i think its already perfect... i've got new friends, people that believe in me and care about me. But i Throw it away... And Leave them... why? because "i want more than these." that's what i though.
But, i was wrong... i can't, i can't get more than those... Because those were already perfect for me.
When i came back, its already change... everything... i lost everything... And then my friend came to me and said "Everything that you throw, it cant return again."
i feel so foolish... i throw it.. and hope that back again??
Please People, don't throw everything you Loved, Cared, and important. Because when you did it, you cant have it back...
And Now, i know what this feeling...
i Want this feeling always inside me...
and if i got another chance, i hope i can meet you again Friends...


-Love Seal- Michiyo- ClaireBaldea - Indonesia